A Suho (of Exo) scenario requested by Anon. I hope you like it!!! Enjoi!!! ♥
This was wrong. You knew it was wrong, but a part of you kept saying it was right. The way his lips pressed up against yours, moulding together as if that was what they were meant to do all along. The hands running ever so lightly down the sides of your body. As wrong as it was it felt so right, and you couldn’t find the power or will in yourself to stop it. “Is this alright?” A voice spoke, sounding slightly gruff, breaking you from your thoughts. “I don’t know. But I don’t really want to stop it now.” You replied, your voice quiet. Joonmyun smiled down at you, before leaning down to recapture your lips.
It had started off as an innocent night. You were going to a house party with your boyfriend, Kyungsoo, for some random school event celebration, you vaguely thought it had to do with some sports team but then figured you wouldn’t try to wrack your brain about it. The two of you had arrived early, because Kyungsoo refused to be late for anything, and began to mingle with the few people that were already there. As the night went on more and more people arrived and you found yourself being pulled away from Kyungsoo by your group of friends.
"Joonmyun is here you know." One of your friends had whispered, not so subtly nudging their head in the direction of said man. "Oh hush. I have a boyfriend now remember. And he has a girlfriend, I think. I’m totally over him." You dismissed, trying to make yourself sound believable. Joonmyun was one of those guys you’d had a crush on since grade school. Your relationship with him had always bordered on more than friends but was never defined. It wasn’t until rumours started spreading that Joonmyun had a girlfriend from another school that you realized you couldn’t live your life hoping he’d come around and ask you out. Your group of friends nodded in agreement, you were totally over him, all except you best friend who gave you a knowing look. "Don’t get into any trouble tonight." She warned and you rolled your eyes. "Right trouble." You scoffed before changing the subject all together.
It hasn’t been much later when you had bumped into Joonmyun, the guy who your friend had been unsubtle in pointing out, while going to get another drink. “——?” You hear your name fall from his lips, and tried to ignore the quickening of your heartbeat. “Oh hey Joonmyun. How are you?” You asked, hoping you weren’t stuttering as you spoke. “I’m good. Just busy with school. You know the norm.” Joonmyun replied conversationally. The two of you began talking, conversation having always been an easy thing between the two of you. “So who was that guy you came with?” Joonmyun asks suddenly, and you felt yourself freeze. “Oh him? He’s um… He’s my boyfriend.” You managed to stammer out, unsure why you weren’t actually able to just out right say it. “Oh really? Well good for you.” Joonmyun said, but you swore you heard something akin to disappointment and jealousy in his voice. “It’s getting kind of loud in here; do you want to go somewhere else to talk?” Joonmyun had asked, a seemingly innocent enough question. “Um, sure. Yeah that’s a good idea.” You responded before following Joonmyun out of the kitchen and too some random room.
"Are you alright?" Kyungsoo asked you as he drove you home that evening. "You disappeared for a good portion of the night and now you seem all shaken up. Did something happen?" You could hear the worry in his voice. "I’m alright. Just really tired is all." You managed to mumble in reply. Kyungsoo nodded, gently patting your thigh, in understanding. You wanted to cry, you felt so guilty. Here was Kyungsoo, being all sweet and caring and understanding, he had done nothing wrong ever as boyfriend and you had just done probably one of the worst things a girl could do to her boyfriend. Kyungsoo pulled up into your driveway, shutting off the car and getting out to come open your door. You couldn’t help but let out a quiet sob, he was too good to you. "Hey now it’s alright." Kyungsoo said soothingly as he pulled you into a hug. "I don’t know what’s wrong but it’ll be okay. Come on you’re tired you should get some rest." He told you, unwrapping himself from you and pulling you towards your house.
It was a week after the party, after the kiss, and you were currently laying on your best friend’s bed. You had avoided Kyungsoo all week, as well as Joonmyun, trying to convince yourself that what had happened was a fluke. You liked Kyungsoo not Joonmyun; you’d just been caught up in the moment. That was all. “It pointless you know. Trying to convince yourself of a lie.” Your friend said. “You like him. You still have feelings for him. Just admit it already. It’ll be so much easier on yourself when you do.” Your best friend advised, she was the only one you had told about the kiss. “I don’t have feelings for him anymore! I really don’t!” You exclaimed, annoyance slipping into your voice. Your friend looked at you, a knowing look on her face. “Really? Because if you don’t have feelings for him at all then why do you get so defensive? Why do you keep bringing him up and the kiss and then denying it all? I really don’t know who you’re trying to convince here ——, me or yourself. Because it sounds a lot like you’re trying to convince yourself.” She told you and you glared before feeling defeat sink in. “I just thought I was over him and then that happened… I don’t know how I feel anymore…” You spoke, your words coming out quiet and soft. “Then talk to him. Figure out what’s going on between the two of you. But you know you’re also going to have to come clean to Kyungsoo right?” Your friend asked, although it was more of a command. You nodded sadly, because as much as you didn’t want to you knew you had too. Kyungsoo was one of the sweetest most genuine guys you knew, and you really liked him but not to the same degree you liked Joonmyun you realized. I know…” You finally whispered and your friend nodded. “Good. And no matter what the outcome I’m always here for you okay? Even though I think what you did was terrible and wrong, I will always be here for you.” She told you before pulling you into a comforting hug. “Now go set things straight, and make things right.”
You stood, shuffling awkwardly, in front of Kyungsoo’s door. After the talk the other night with your friend you knew you had to set things straight. You waited for the door to open, rehearsing what you would say, jumping when the door suddenly creaked open. “Hello? Oh —— what are you doing here?” Kyungsoo answered the door. “Come in it’s pretty cold outside.” Kyungsoo invited, stepping aside to allow you entrance. You stepped inside, gaze cast down to the floor as you did so. “So what brings you here ——?” Kyungsoo asked conversationally. “I…. Soo we need to talk.” You murmured out. “Okay? About what? Is everything alright?” Kyungsoo asked, sounding worried. You shook your head, fighting back the lump that was forming in your throat. “No, I did something horrible Soo, something I should have never done. I… I cheated you. I’m so sorry Kyungsoo I’m so so so sorry.” You cried, unable to stop the tears that were now slipping down your cheeks. “With who?” Kyungsoo asked, his voice void of any emotion. “Joonmyun.” You mumbled meekly. “Do you regret it?” Kyungsoo asked. You looked up in surprise, having not expected that sort of question. “Of course I do!” You responded. “Do you really though? Don’t lie to me ——. Do you really really regret doing what you did?” Kyungsoo asked once again. You looked down, pondering over his question before shaking your head. “No. I don’t.” You answered honestly. The truth was if you thought back to what happened you didn’t regret any of it. “Okay. Just one more question. How long have you liked him for?” Kyungsoo asked and you looked up at him. You stared at him for a long while before opening your mouth to speak. “Kyung…” You started only to get cut off. “Your silence was enough to tell me that you’ve liked him for a long time. I think it’s best now if we just end everything here.” Kyungsoo told you emotionless. “Kyungsoo… I… I’m sorry… You deserve someone who will be good to you. I just… I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” You apologized before turning and letting yourself out of the house.
You stood shuffling awkwardly in front of yet another door, the feeling of déjà vu washing over you. The sound of a door creaking open caught you attention and you looked up to see Joonmyun opening the door. You gulped at the sight of Joonmyun in nothing but pyjama pants, and nothing else. “Hello?” Joonmyun asked before meeting your eye. “Oh ——! What are you doing here?” Joonmyun asked you, confusion evident on his face. “I need to talk to you Joonmyun.” You mumbled, suddenly finding it hard to meet his eye. Joonmyun looked at you in a way that told you to go on, so you took a breath before starting. “Kyungsoo and I… We um… we broke up. I told him about what happened that night.” You started, looking down. “I’m sorry ——, I never meant for that to happen.” Joonmyun frowned. “Well that’s not the only thing Joonmyun. I um… I also wanted to tell you that I like you.. I always have you know and I just… dating Kyungsoo was something I hoped would help me get over you but then that happened and I realized I still really like you.” You confessed. “Oh ——…” Joonmyun started only to be cut off by an unfamiliar female voice. “Joonie? Who’s there?” A girl you didn’t recognize walked up behind Joonmyun, looking at you in question. It hit you suddenly that this could be Joonmyun’s girlfriend, and what you just said was something that shouldn’t be said to someone in a relationship. And you didn’t want to end yet another relationship. “I um… I’m sorry this was a mistake I shouldn’t have said anything. I’ll just go, please forget I was ever here.” You said turning towards the door. “I hope you and your girlfriend are really happy. Please forget I ever said anything.” You rushed to say before turning and running out of Joonmyun’s house.
You lay in your bed snuggled up in a pile of blankets and feeling terrible. You had been crying and moping for the past few days (thank goodness for the weekend) and now you felt like you had cried all your tears and had nothing left to give. A soft knock to your door called your attention and you let out a weak “come in” to whoever was behind it. “Wow you look terrible.” Your best friend said as she sauntered into your room and you glared at her. “Thank you, I really needed that right now.” You replied sarcastically. “No what you really need is a kick in the pants to get your sorry butt to stop moping around.” She responded and you just glared. “Well excuse me for being heartbroken okay!” You all but yelled. “He’s been asking about you you know.” Your friend said, ignoring your outburst and sitting beside your crumpled form on the bed. “Who? Kyungsoo?” You asked weakly. “No, Joonmyun. Apparently you won’t answer his calls or texts so he’s resorted to asking me.” She told you with a shrug. “Well what did you say?” You asked, trying to sound more nonchalant than curious. “Well I gave him a piece of my mind for what happened that night. But then I told him how you were. He really wants to talk to you you know. And I think you should really hear him out.” She explained to you, reaching over to rub your back through the blanket you had curled around you. You made a disgruntled noise but allowed your friend to continue comforting you. “Just talk to him okay? I promise it’ll be alright.” Your friend said one last time. “And as for Kyungsoo, don’t worry about him. He’ll be okay in time. You’ll see.” Your friend finished an underlying tone to her voice that spoke more about what she meant than what she was saying. “Okay..” You consented softly “I’ll talk to him.” You finished but you felt scared and not ready for what was to come, even if your friend said it would be alright you just weren’t sure.
You sat nervously in your chair waiting for Joonmyun to arrive. You had ended up texting him back and the two of you had decided to meet up at a coffee shop nearby to talk. You had forgone ordering coffee, the nervousness affecting your stomach, not feeling in the mood to consume anything at the moment. You heard the chime of a door opening and you looked up in time to see Joonmyun walk you. He spotted you immediately, smiling and making his way over to where you sat. “Hey, how are you?” Joonmyun asked conversationally as he sat down across from you. “I’ve been better.” You replied solemnly. Joonmyun nodded before an awkward silence descended upon the two of you. You sat twiddling your thumbs, unsure of what to say or if you should even start. It was Joonmyun who finally broke the silence. “——, look I’m really sorry for that evening. I talked to Kyungsoo about everything..” “You talked to Kyungsoo?” you asked suddenly cutting Joonmyun off. “Yes, I felt like it would be good to talk to him since I was the one who caused all this trouble.” Joonmyun explained. “I was just as big a part of it too.” You mumbled, but Joonmyun just continued as if he hadn’t heard you. “I talked to Kyungsoo and he said that even in his time with you he knew you never really loved him. You had always been distracted. And he says he knows why. But he’s not mad at you.” Joonmyun explained to you, but that didn’t stop the sting of tears in your eyes.
You knew your time with Kyungsoo was to be a distraction but you had never meant to hurt him this way either and it stung to know he had noticed you didn’t truly like him. “That night when you came to my house and you confessed I didn’t know what to say,” Joonmyun continued, and you felt your heart pull at his words not wanting to hear the rejection that would probably come with it. “And I was stupid for not reacting sooner. I was stupid for everything. Starting with that night,” and you felt yourself flinch “That night.. I went about things all wrong. As soon as I saw you I wanted you, I’ve always liked you. And you just looked so amazing that I let my own lust get the better of me. And then when you came to my house and told me what happened I knew it was my fault. But then when you confessed I was in shock. So I let you get away from me again.” Joonmyun explained to you.
You sat frozen, not knowing what to say to Joonmyun’s confession when a thought struck you. “But.. but what about your girlfriend?” You asked tentatively. “My girlfriend?” Joonmyun repeated in a confused voice before realization struck him. “You mean the girl from the night you came over? —— that girl is my sister.” Joonmyun told you, trying to hold back a laugh. “Your sister? But.. but I thought.. everyone was saying you had a girlfriend and.. I just thought.. Oh…” You mumbled out unintelligently. Joonmyun smiled at you, amusement evident in his eyes. “You can’t believe everything people say you know.” He told you light heartedly and you just nodded, trying not to feel stupid. “So what now?” You asked almost cautiously. Even after Joonmyun had confessed and told you all this you still felt nervous and uneasy. “Well I guess that really is up to you. I’ve told you how I feel and how I’m sorry for all this, for all the complication. So it all falls to you.” Joonmyun told you. “I think.. I think I want to start over. Put all this behind and just start over.” You said, you really just wanted this all to be put in the past. Joonmyun nodded “Okay. But let’s do it properly this time.” He agreed and you smiled. “So ——, would you um.. would you like to go on a date with me?” Joonmyun asked you, sounding nervous. “I would love to go on a date with you Joonmyun..” You answered, feeling yourself start to smile.
(I apologize for the terrible ending ;A;)
Can someone do me a favour and check my done page. I re-did all the links so it looks more clean and nice but I just wanna make sure the links all work for you guys!!! And let me know if they work or not!!! Please and Thank you? ♥
Do you still talk to any of the people you used to?
Some of them I do still talk to actually (bless them for actually still putting up with me!!!)!!! But the majority not so much anymore :( I wish I did but a lot of them have moved on or I was a nuisance to them.
I will. It will be hard to find you and you'll be lazy to fix the links. Tho what's the new name you want?
Oh, I never thought of that!!! Gosh darn.. all the links I’d have to change xD Ah, the url I was thinking was euhrurong (I already have it saved)~ ♥
Would anyone be opposed if I were to change the url for this blog?
즐거운 발렌타인데이 되세요!!! Happy Valentines Day to all you lovely and wonderful people!!!
If you don’t have a date tonight take the time to pamper yourself and love yourself~ you’re wonderful and deserve it!!!
And if you do, enjoy yourself tonight and have fun!!!
I love you all!!!
안녕하세요! 잘지냈어요? 아, 감사합니다!!! 사랑해요 자기야!!! ♥
Excuse me, I just wanted to drop by and say hello dear- I think you are an extremely talented writer, and I personally love all your stories! I've always come back to read them because I think they are lovely~ I check your blog every day for updates! Please don't feel discouraged because of a few nasty people, because I can assure you that many many people love your stories! I certainly do :)
Ah, thank you so much for this Dear ♥ I really do appreciate this a whole lot!!! I’m really really really sorry for my lack of updates.. I hope to be able to get back into it again soon!!! But again thank you for this it really made me smile a lot and thank you for taking time to message me, it means a lot to me!!! Thank you so much dearest!!! ♥
Listen here missy, do not pay attention to those who say they hate your or that your scenarios are not. You know what? They're not good! No one should make you feel bad, do not let them have that power over you! Your scenarios are amazing! And don't let anyone tell you otherwise!! I care for you and there plenty of others who do as well! You are a good person and an amazing writer, keep up the good work! Fighting~~!
Hi, sorry for being gone so long I kind of just needed to get away form this blog again.
But thank you really dear I appreciate this a lot. And I’ll try not to let them but it’s honestly really hard and discouraging when the only feedback I ever get is negative and no one ever really sends in the positive.. It does feel like no one cares a lot of the time.. But thank you again for this because it really did make me smile and hopefully it’ll be a good boost for me to start writing again!!! Thank you lovely~ ♥