I’m sorry I haven’t posted anything in awhile - school has been killing me. I also promise to start working on the requests soon!!! But in the meantime I give you this!!! Okay, so this is also an older story I had written and originally it was for a friend. Loosley based off the song Peter Pan by Exo. Um, it’s a little weird in style because it’s supposed to be kind of from Jongin’s/Kai’s point of view. I apologize for how bad it might be. Let me know what you think. Well, I hope you enjoy it anyways~ ♥
If there is one thing Jongin knew about you it was that you were beautiful. You were the epitome of perfection. You were kind, funny, cute, clumsy, soft spoken, generous, loving, willing, beautiful, etc… Jongin could go on and on about all things good about you. And he had never ceased to remind you of these facts, even if you denied it passionately. “But I’m not beautiful Jongin, not even close.” You would tell him and he’d smile before pulling you into a hug. “You’re beautiful my dear. And I love you.” He would mumble into your hair, even though he knew would never hear those words back. Jongin would do this until you would give up and just allow Jongin to hold and cuddle you.
Jongin remembers one evening sitting with you at a deserted park talking about anything and everything. Jongin had watched you as your face lit up when the two of you talked about things you loved, scrunched up when you were confused, or fell when you guys talked about things that were sad or upsetting. Jongin doesn’t remember how but the topic ended up being about movies, childhood and growing up. “I think I know why Peter Pan never wanted to grow up.” You stated quietly as you lazily pushed yourself back and forth on the swing. “And why’s that?” Jongin asked as his eyes followed your every move. “Because growing up is hard. Things don’t get easier, people don’t really get stronger. We just learn to deal with everything better. Fun isn’t something that comes often anymore and true joy is rare. Love doesn’t last and beauty is a thing controlled by society. All this didn’t matter when we were kids because everything made us happy, and fun was the only thing on our minds. Love was simple and beauty didn’t matter. It was just so much easier.” you said as you stared up at the darkening sky. “Peter Pan had it right when he escaped to Neverland.” you breathed and Jongin frowned.
"Where is this all coming from?" Jongin asked as he listened to you talk. "It’s coming from growing up Jongin. I leave soon Jongin. I’m going overseas and leaving you here. And that scares me because that means I’m growing up, that means I have to leave you. Who else is going to love me Jongin? Who else is going to think I’m beautiful in a world where I’m truly not? Who else am I going to have as my best friend and boyfriend? Why can’t I be like Wendy and have Peter Pan come get me so I don’t have to leave?" you stared at Jongin with big eyes, you were scared and Jongin could see it. Standing up Jongin walked to you and pulled you into his arms. "Don’t talk like that. Please don’t talk like that. We’ll still be able to talk. It’ll be a long distance relationship but we can make it work. I’ll always love you no matter where you are. And you’re beautiful, so so so beautiful. I wish you could see yourself the way I do. So pleas, please don’t think like this." Jongin pleaded as he held you tightly. You began crying in Jongin’s arms, fisting your hands in Jongin’s shirt. "It’s hard not to Jongin. The reality is coming and I don’t want to lose you." You cried, your body shaking with sobs. Jongin stood and held you as you cried, trying to keep his own tears back.
When you had finally calmed down Jongin chose to speak. “In this world I’ll be your Peter Pan. You’re more beautiful than Wendy to me. No matter where you go I’ll be there, my love for you will not change no matter what. You’re the first person I’ve ever loved and I will do anything for you. You’re more beautiful than anything in this world. You’re perfect the way you are. I love you.” Jongin spoke, his voice sincere and his words true. Your hold on Jongin’s shirt grew tighter before you looked up at Jongin with a tear stained face, but you were smiling. Jongin felt his breath catch at your smile because it was honestly the most beautiful thing in the world. “I-I love you too Jongin.” you confessed, voice quiet, and Jongin felt as if he could burst into bubbles of happiness because this was the first time you had ever said that. “You always go on about how beautiful I am, but Jongin I think you need to know that you are beautiful too. And I’m going to miss having your beauty with me. I love you Kim Jongin.” You confessed once more before pulling him down and kissing him.
Jongin smiled at the memory, it was one of the worst but best memories he had. Best because you had finally spoke the words Jongin yearned to hear, but would never push for. Worst because after that you had gone overseas and after a year of trying to keep your relationship, it had come to an end. It hurt Jongin but he knew it was best for you and he didn’t want to stand in the way of your happiness, because he loved you. And now two years after the two of you had spilt apart Jongin stood with a letter to you held tightly in his hand. He didn’t know if the you would get it, but he figured it was worth a shot. Because even though you guys weren’t together and even though you weren’t Jongin’s anymore, he still loved the you deeply. And he knew he always would.
You were prettier than Wendy, even more so than Cinderella.
You’re the one person that makes my heart beat and my eyes shine. And even oceans apart I still love you. Please do take care. And I hope all your dreams come true and that you are truly happy.
Forever your Peter Pan
A few years later Jongin stood in his newly furnished apartment, a smile settled on his lips as he took in his new home, decorated with pictures of family and friends. The doorbell rang drawing him from the moment. Loud yelping could be heard near the door and Jongin laughed as he leaned down to scoop up his little puppy that was making all the noise. “Hush Monggu, it’s okay.” He laughed as his puppy licked his face and barked when the doorbell rang again. Pulling open the door Jongin smiled at the mailman who waved back. “Good morning sir, I have a package here for you. If you could just sign here that would be great.” The mailman said as he presented a form to Jongin. Jongin nodded and signed the form, while struggling to hold his squirming puppy still. “Thank you, and here it is.” The mailman said, handing Jongin the package. Jongin thanked the mailman as he took the envelope before shutting the door and placing his puppy on the ground. “What could it be?” Jongin wondered aloud as he placed the box on his kitchen table and began to open it.
The first thing to catch Jongin’s attention was a small snow globe, the base was gold in colour and the glass orb held a scene that seemed vaguely familiar. Turning the globe in his hands Jongin noticed the words Neverland, printed on the base in neat green letters on the base. Jongin smiled at this before gently pacing the snow globe down and reaching into the package to pull out the other item it held. A soft Peter Pan plush doll was what Jongin pulled out next, bringing a soft laugh to his lips. The last item was a small letter, which Jongin pulled out turning it over in his hands once before opening it to read.
Take care my Peter Pan, and may we one day soon meet in Neverland.
I didn't think you guys were still friends.
Who? Me and elemint-scenarios? We’ve been friends basically since I started this blog, and we’ve been friends ever since!!!
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YOU AND ELEMINT SCENARIOS ARE BOTH BACK??? THIS IS MY SHIP
Haha, we are~ Especially now that we’ll both be on break soon!!! Ohgosh I didn’t think shippers still existed!!! Well thank you Dear~